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Hello World [Dec. 20th, 2004|03:14 am]
Brandon James
[mood |touchedtouched]
[music |heart b3at]

Its been a while..

Is there anybody out there, in here?

So anyways... its people I fear.

Have you all changed, or still just the same?

Still not respect and think Im insain?

Hello anyways, thought I'd drop you a line.

The drugs are still working and my brains feeling fine.

So see you tomorrow. Or probably not.

Because me and people dont get along alot.

Its not your fault and you shouldnt blame me.

Just one day I set myself free.

My poem really sucks. I don't really care.

For I'm doped up on pain killers. And stuck in this chair.

the end
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married women [May. 21st, 2004|04:44 pm]
Brandon James
girls/women that are married or engaged or maybe have children with dads that are still around are trying to fuck me. how come no nice single girls are after me? am i cursed? damn my morals! damn them!
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(no subject) [May. 15th, 2004|04:32 pm]
Brandon James
rest your finger on my trigger push me off this ledge help me fall i will die i am dieing its all right i don't mind
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ahhhhh [May. 6th, 2004|10:59 pm]
Brandon James
Im sick I wish I was dead this sucks ass. Ive been in bed for days now been out of morphine for a week haven't had a smoke in a week (i guesws ill quit). Had strep throat for a week. Im laying in bed tossing turning sweating prefusly going through mad withdrawl.. can't talk. Every time my phone rings I have to ignore it. My only other option is to answer it and just sit there and not say a damn thing. I would change my message to something like "Hey Im really fucking sick I'll call you when I can" but I can't even fucking talk AT ALL. called into work the first couple of days and said "ooi cccooonnnnft ccouuulmmc iiiincc fuuuking suck" i think they got the idea! no one around to take care of me except my mom/dad (much thanks) one of them comes buy once a day to make sure im not dead and maybe make me some soup. Living alone is great untill you get sick. And yes I do have a roomate Jay but if you know anything about jay you can see how useless he has been for the past 1/2 year or so. wtf

whats new folks ive been in a coma for over a week whats going on in good old tucson?
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(no subject) [Apr. 24th, 2004|07:52 pm]
Brandon James
[mood |numbnumb]
[music |kill bill in background]

damn this is lame. nothing to do on a sat day but sit all day high on morphine!

going to coachella in a week hurray! i shall eat lots of morphine and dance around like a damn fool. doesn't get any better than that getting numb and listening to dark beautifull music.
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everyone please answer! [Apr. 19th, 2004|03:57 am]
Brandon James
ok everyone

Who would win in a fight in your opinion, a pair of pants or a package of napkins?
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(no subject) [Apr. 16th, 2004|05:12 pm]
Brandon James
powerpill poonnoog is on the loose
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(no subject) [Apr. 10th, 2004|11:31 am]
Brandon James
woke up at 7:30 layed in bed till 11:30 wonder if im going to get my energy back. having wierd dreams/visions can't recall what though. been clean for about two and a half days i'm tripping the fuck out. my friend electra came over last night and hung out for a couple hours hadn't seen her in a while guess i forgot how much i enjoy her company. she was pissed at me for letting myself go and cutting my arm up. o well gonna start reading fight club today probably finish it in one sitting its a pretty short read.......
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the wolf [Apr. 9th, 2004|07:50 pm]
Brandon James
The Demon lives in here. Everyone's got the
demon. It feeds on their hate, it cuts, rapes,
kills...it's the alien man, it uses your
weakness, your fear...only the vicious survive.
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apology [Apr. 9th, 2004|03:44 pm]
Brandon James
my boss just came over to my house and apolgized to me.. i guess i feel a little bit better about somethings.. i'll have to see waht happens
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